Small Announcement, Big Changes

Hello.

Today, I just want to announce something, that, yeah, not important actually.

I'm changing this blog title.

This blog title "Kalamku Hatiku Diriku Hariku Riwayatku" will be changed. It is sad, that I decided to change, but what actually made me want to change it? I don't know exactly. It's just appeared to my mind to change it. The former title is all about me, right? Yes, it does, and that way it will stay. So, it is still about me. My perceptions, my side of view, my criticism, my daily journal, me, mine, and all will be related to me.

Who care, right. You won't care...

It had been my blog title since the first time I was blogging. 2007, it began, and now it will end.

'Kalamku Hatiku Diriku Hariku Riwayatku' will now no longer exist. I want to rule my blog. I want to rule in my own world.*apekah?*

Hahaha~

I am proud of having 'Kalamku Hatiku Diriku Hariku Riwayatku' as my blog title. I do. :)

Sooooooo....

What did I have in mind?

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well, I think you already read the blog title right?

Find the suffix definition yourself! :D

I rule right?

*grin*

Heart-ing you

For a love like this, you want to risk your life? I said no, but you still want to go for it. I said, please don't go...but you don't want to listen.

What if, something happen on your way there?

Oh, I couldn't imagine that.

What if...what if...

Too many things would happen, in any ways.

If you just would have listen to me. You never tried to listen. You just do not feel my fear. I know, you are a little mad at me. That is why you are acting like this...

Fine. Just do what you want to do. I won't nag. Anymore. For sure.

I just want you to know, that my heart is in yours, if anything happens to you, I can feel it too.

You hurt, I hurt.

You wound, I wound.

You bleed, I bleed.

Sayang, just please dont do it again. You scares me. I love you so much.

Lies.

Lies. I hate when people tell lies.

Lies are toxic to anything.

Disappointed.

p/s: You liar!

Nak Murah Rezeki Tak?

Tadi semasa solat Asar, dalam berdoa...saya teringat sesuatu ketika bacaan doa saya sampai ke doa ke atas kedua ibubapa...setelah selesai melipat telekung, maka terlintas di hati saya untuk berkongsi dengan semua.

Pernah saya terbaca, atau terdengar, bagi sesiapa yang hendak rezekinya murah senantiasa, maka hendaklah dia mendoakan kesejahteraan kedua orang tuanya, sama ada yang masih hidup, atau telah meninggal dunia setiap hari, walaupun sekali.

Beruntunglah bagi mereka yang mendoakan kesejahteraan di dunia dan akhirat untuk kedua ibubapanya setiap kali selepas solat. Bukan sekadar sekali, malahan 5 kali yang memang akan di luangkan buat mendoakan ibubapa mereka.

Bagi para peniaga, atau sesiapa yang ingin melariskan jualan, tidak perlulah bersusah payah mencari ilmu pelaris dan sebagainya yang boleh melarikan akidah, hanya perlu mengangkat kedua tangan ke langit dengan hati yang rendah dan ikhlas, lalu doakan kedua ibubapa agar mereka bahagia dunia dan akhirat, minta di ampunkan dosa-dosa mereka, mohon mereka diletakkan di dalam golongan orang-orang yang di sayangi Allah.

Bukan itu saja, rajin-rajinlah mengerjakan Solat Sunat Dhuha. Ini adalah umpama kunci kepada pintu rezeki kalian. Yakinlah dengan zat Allah, lakukan dengan hati yang ikhlas, dan meyakini doa-doa kalian didengari. Saya telah merasai sendiri nikmat yang Allah berikan ini. Oleh kerana itu, saya tidak ragu-ragu mencadangkan pada kalian.

Semoga Allah permudahkan urusanmu.

Well, I think that's all I need to say. May Allah be with you... :)

I heart Biochemistry

Well, well, well...

You see, when we want to have a better result in something we do, we must put love in it, thus, the result is much better.

Back in 2006, second semester in matriculation college, I was thought by a male lecturer in Chemistry. He thought us Organic Chemistry. The previous semester, it was hard for me to learn Physical Chemistry. It was confusing, and I am not really good in formulas and numbers. I nearly gave up.

However, if you fell once, you pull yourself together and you will be stronger than before. That was what happening to me. I tried harder to understand Organic Chemistry. Thank god, the lecturer was good and we had fun in his class. He made us understand everything he thought before we leave the classroom.

I obtained 4.0 for Organic Chemistry that semester! I was so proud of myself!

This year, I am going to put my heart in Biochemistry. I will double my effort this year to have mumtaz for Biochemistry. I will try my hardest, I will do my best, I will have the best result!

I want to be the best!

New Year Resolutions

It's already day 21 of January, dude! What are you thingking?! New Year Resolutions...??! Basi already la~

Bahaha!~

That is exactly the expression I get when people read the title of this entry!

But, hey! It is not too late yet to have this year better than before, right? People might have just go through this year without having better life(style) than last year. They might just see this year as the same as last year. They might do the same routine they did last spring. They might do the same party last summer, and they end up the same at end of this year, with the same result. It's good if the result is an A, but it wouldn't be nice if the transcripts is printed with 'FAIL'.

Nobody wants to fail. Failure is something you don't want to hear at all. It is disappointing. I know how it feels. It is not good. It is dark. Eh eh, melalut sudah.

Betul...why should I lie? Though you have great summer holiday last year, and had a great results printed on the papers, you might not want to keep the bad habits you did last year right? Straight to the point.

Is watching movies up to late night on your laptop is good for you?

No, it made my eyes sembab like buah limau busuk. Eheh, not that one. It is not!! Why? Duhh, it made you stayed up late and woke up late too the next morning! Guess what, you miss your class again. Not to forget, you wasted your time!!! Especially when you watched the same movies repeatedly!

Okay, be cool Dyya.

Hmmph.

Is not revising your note for the exam until it is bundled up next to your bed is your perfect time management?

Yep. I can remember all of it when I study last minute! Tett!!~ Wrong answer. Okay, when you keep on studying, revising, making short notes, repeatedly, you remember it better. Don't trust me? That means you are too lazy to move your finger to work! No excuses!

Do you think of smoking make you look cooler than the other?

Hmmp. No offense to other, but I don't think it is good for you, and people around you. They affected more than you do. Why don't you smoke at some other place? Put yourself in their shoe. Their rights is being evaded.

Shopping is fun, but earning money is hard. Care to say more?

Buying essentials is okay, but if the essentials are more than what we need, why should we spend more? Having a dress in a few months is okay, but how if buying dresses in a month? Tamaknya...

Eating good food is heaven, how about cleaning the mess up?

Well, living on earth is just not living. People do work. People see. People hurt. Do what you have to do. We live on earth, not in some junk yard. We want to live freely to breathe the fresh air. Home is where we start. When you live in a house, you want it to be a house right? Bukan sarang tikus...

Criticism is fine, but why complaining?

Some people, don't like some other people. It is okay to give good critics, to make it better. However, why do you complain? Living is about give and take. I give, and you take it, but you should not be complaining if I won't give anymore...because, it might be the time for you to give. Take turns, okay?

My bad habits are numerous. Junk foods, laziness, sleepy-head, last minute runner, eating until you bloated, day dreamer, chocolate junkie, ms. clean and tidy, and a movie marathon champion. What else? A moody when you least expected.

Let's change, honey!

Aku bukan Supermodel.

Helo readers. Mata saya yang sembap seperti buah tembikai ini perlulah dituam dengan ais. Malangnya, sekarang ini adalah musim sejuk di Mesir. Adakah saya begitu pandai mahu memegang kiub ais lalu meletakkannya ke mata saya? Memang mata saya akan terus membeku ya. Hahaha...

Kenapa sembap? Saya masih di dalam mode jetlag, di mana waktu tidur saya masih tidak menentu kerana biological clock masih ikut waktu di Malaysia. Jadi, saya bangun hari ini seawal jam 3.14 pagi! Adoii...

Saya rasa sangat layu. Apekah?

Bahaha~ Iya, layu.

Seorang supermodel semestinya akan menjaga waktu tidur dan matanya. *agar sentiasa bercahaya macam mentol lampu*.

Seorang supermodel akan menjaga berat badannya. *agar setiap lekuk di badan sentiasa perfect macam biola*.

Mereka akan hanya mengambil makanan yang berkhasiat dan bukan junk food! *almari saya penuh dengan junk food*.

Regime-regime kecantikan yang akan dilakukan setiap hari tanpa tertinggal satu pun. *malangnya, jadual ada pun saya tak pernah ikut*.

Adoiii...I am not born to be one, *at least, I wish to be better than this*.

Neno and the new home.

Hahahaha!! Neno got a new home! It's a cage!

He'll be locked up for a few days. He is grounded, for being such a naughty cat. Well, actually I'm planning to not let him wander around the house like before. I am so kesian to my housemates to have neno hiding under their beds, or lepak-ing in their rooms(like it's his room!) and to see Tima gasping for air when neno is trying to lying against her back. Huhu~

Padan muke neno.

I love you neno, but I dont want you to be such a burden for my beloved friends...and, I'm sorry for locking you in.

First Time Love Story

First time.

In everything.

In such beautiful moment I had.

In this pain now.

First time, the best to describe it, by experience it yourself.

Bad news first. Distance. This distance between us, this far, this second. How do you think I can endure it? This is not easy. This is painful. This is suffocating, to think that you are not here. To think that my phone rings and it would be you calling. To think that you are there when I want to go shopping. To think you are by my side, when I need a shoulder to cry on. To think you are not here...it make me crazy. It make me dream of you since I came back.

If you knew, how I misses you. If you knew, how I wish I graduate this second. Instant. How I wish to be with you...

However, you did something. You made me stunned. Speechless. You made me smile. You are here, with me. You never left and you asked for me, for the first time.

It is beautiful. It is something I could not imagine. The feeling is indescribable. It is so soft, so warm. It even gave me goosebumps when the first time mama showed it to me. It is beautiful. Indeed.

Even now, staring it won't make me satisfied enough. I still can not believe it. It's like a dream.

To you, I'm glad that you did. I'm glad that you never give up on me. Wait for me till I come home, to you. I am not lonely anymore. It's always you who made my day wonderful...thank you sweetheart.

"You'll be the prince, and I'll be the princess.

This is a love story baby just say yes..."

I love you.

Wash!

Okay, here I want to warn you about something. I am almost about to puke, and this may make you feel disturbed as well.

PLEASE, wash your newly-bought undergarments or any clothes before you start to wear them! This message is intended for all, male and female. Mak cik and pak cik. Atuk and nenek. Kawan sekolah and kawan pejabat. ALL!

I mean all of you out there. 

The very first reason is, we don't know if there is any parasite in the clothes, yeah? You may not want you breasts to have holes and there live a lot of larvae that eat your fats and tissues, do you?

Erggh~ it is disgusting and disturbing. I may not consider to take dermatology as my specialty.

I can see corpse, or cadaver...but I dont think I can handle anything related to maggots or larvae or parasites, or anything that resembles worms! Oh my...

I dont think it will be a good idea for me to upload the picture in this entry, as I dont really keen to do so. It is too disturbing. Though it has been edited, I preferred the original picture. Well, may be not the same case, but it is still the same thing, worms, larvae, parasites! The edited picture have big holes and there are maggots inside it. The holes are numerous!

If you think you can handle that, you may want to see this video : Breast Infestations Parasites in www.youtube.com, or you may want to view the edited picture by just google-ling the breast infestation parasites.

Let's wash our newly-bought clothes after shopping yeah? If you did, you are lucky and if you did not, let us begin to start it now!

Yikes.

New Year, New Resolutions, New Me, New Outcomes

Today, the 6th day of the 2010.

I had a blast. I didn't go to shopping, but instead, I went to banks. Maybanks, Muamalat, CIMB Bank, and HSBC Bank. Guess what... I deposited some amount of money to my account in those banks!

I was thinking of buying a Wii console for myself, so that I could buy Wii Fit to play. However, after some times, I thought, why dont I just bank-in the money, do some investments? It is much better! Hell yeah!! After I walked out from those banks, I was relieved!!! My money is save now...sleeping in the vault! :D

I will update about the wedding and stuffs soon.Ngee ~

I am too lazy to do it now.

I am too fat to move my finger. :D