[Doa Qunut Nazilah]: Amalan Rasulullah bagi Orang-Orang yang Memusuhi Agama

"Ya Allah, kami letakkan Kamu di batang leher musuh kami, dan kami berlindung dengan-Mu dari kejahatan mereka, Ya Allah leburkan kumpulan mereka, kacau-bilaukan persatuan mereka, cerai-beraikan pakatan mereka, goncangkan pendirian mereka, hantarkan anjing-anjing kamu ke atas mereka, wahai Tuhan Yang Gagah Perkasa, wahai Tuhan Yang Tuhan Yang Bersifat Murka, Ya Allah, Ya Allah, Ya Allah, wahai Tuhan Yang Menurunkan Al-Quran, wahai Tuhan Yang Mengarakkan Awan, wahai Tuhan Yang Menewaskan Bala Tentera Ahzab, kalahkan mereka, menangkanlah kami ke atas mereka"



Marilah kita sama-sama baca doa ini untuk saudara-saudara kita yang kini sedang ditawan Israel. Semoga Allah bantu mereka... 

[VIDEO] Footage Serangan Rejim Zionis ke atas Kapal LL4G!

Bangun dari tidur, aku segera membersihkan diri dan menunaikan solat Asar. Tiba-tiba saja berdetik di hati rasa sedih yang tidak tahu apa puncanya. Rasa sedih itu menggamit lagi.

Aku mendapat dua message offline di Yahoo Messenger. Rupa-rupanya kapal Life Line For Gaza (Mavi Marmara, Freedom Flotilla) telah diserang oleh Israel Laknatullah. Aku meneruskan pembacaan.

Apalah dosa mereka? Sampaikan Israel sanggup menggunakan peluru hidup pada mereka?Walaupun bendera putih sudah dikibarkan, Israel tetap juga melepaskan tembakan ke arah mereka. Sudahlah mereka di perairan antarabangsa, mereka diserang secara haram dan tiba-tiba dari pelbagai arah. Malah, Israel turut menggunakan helikopter untuk menyerang mereka.

Dari footage di atas, kita dapat lihat Komando Israel turun dari helikopter ke atas kapal. Kita akan dengar salah seorang krew di atas kapal menyuruh semua aktivis untuk masuk ke dalam kapal dan duduk di tempat masing, sambil mengatakan, "To all, please go to your seats, and stay calm. We have lost." Sejurus kemudian, satu bunyi tembakan kedengaran.

Marilah kita sama-sama mendoakan keselamatan para aktivis kita yang berada di atas kapal tersebut, dan marilah sedekahkan Al-Fatihah buat hero-hero kita yang telah mati syahid dibunuh Israel...

Wanting something makes me fragile.

Oh, how bad I want that. I can’t tell you exactly what, but I really want it. Ehek.

 

Blah blah blah. Whatever I’m saying is going to sound funny. Nah, I won’t spill a thing.  :P

 

Wanting something makes me would do anything! However, I couldn’t do anything about it, but if I don’t do it, I can not have what I want! Whylah I am so messed up. Miahahaha. Kelakar. Kelakar.

 

Let me do it! No.

Let me have it! No.

Hwaaaaaaa!~

 

I want it! I want it! I want it! :D

Eh, I can have it…by one condition. If I want to have it, I have to do it.

 

Let me think about it, first. :P

 

I want that, that, and that one, and that one, and that. Miahaha. I’m going crazy. Aiyoooo…

 

p/s: I want it… :(

Egypt in summer breeze.

Sunday. It will be hot today. I think so.

The summer in Egypt, you will not love it if you are here, but what can you do right? It's Egypt!

4.50 am in the morning, and I just realized that my sleeping cycle was not normal for more than 3 months! I wonder if it is a symptom of any disease? I hope not. My day time is my sleeping time, while my night time is my day time. I have to go out! I have to go out from this house. Take some fresh air, well, it is not I am saying that Egypt's air is that fresh, but still...it's something breathable.

Some people might have said, it's normal to sleep late at night and wake up by noon. However, what if, you sleep at 10 am in the morning and wake up at 3 pm? I can stay up all night by having 5 hours of poor quality of sleep and yet, not feeling sleepy at all.

I really have to change this cycle. I'm planning to go to library this morning. Studying. My final exam is just around the corner and I haven't prepared as much as I would have prepare 4 months ago. Haha! Yeah, I'm the last minute person. However, I wouldn't dare to put risk anymore to my future. Yeah, I just realized that by watching Dr. House. I used to hate watching this series because I find it boring and hard to understand what are they talking about. Complicated terminologies, and lack of beautiful people acting.

That was my thought when this series took place a few years ago.

Now that I am studying medicine, I find it interesting and funny and that diagnostician is really good. I mean, House. The character of course. Could it be possible of any doctor in Malaysia as good as him? Or, better? I don't know.

What do I want to do today? In this hot summer air?

Probably, nothing.

Yesterday, I woke up early, I meant early by, I slept at 7 am, and woke up at 11 am. I slept only for 4 hours. My eyes were wide open, but my head wasn't ready to be waking up. It started to ache. Dull ache around the back and laterally of my head. I felt pain around my stomach when I sleep, and again I felt the pain after I had my dinner on midline of my stomach. The last one was painful. Almost like gastricitis, but crazier. Way more painful. Then it's gone.

I have to find past years questions at Maktabah Iman, Syari' Iman. Don't know where it is, and have to find it. Perhaps in Istad Gamaah's area. Today is going to be a long day. Long and hot sweaty day. There are a bundle of past years questions I haven't find yet, and the past year's questions I already had, is not yet answered. I'm going to be a dead meat this month. Adeh...

Suddenly I miss home.

Home sweet home,
Where I should be,
Here I come,
And forever be.

Home sweet home,
A month should pass by,
Exam done, I'll go home,
To Egypt I say bye bye.

Ohh...bilalah agaknya boleh nyanyi lagu balik kampung...?


p/s: Doakan saya berjaya mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang di dalam peperiksaan akhir ini... :)

Entri Khas buat ZULSEFFORT.COM: Terima kasih!

Haaaaaii! Hari ni saya nak buat satu entri khas buat author zulseffort.com. Kenapa saya ucapkan terima kasih? Apa kaitan saya dengan penulis? Saya minat penulis? Atau penulis minat pada saya? Dapat pulak!!! Hahaha...

Bukan, bukan...

Sebenarnya, saya nak buat entri ini dari minggu lepas lagi. Namun, disebabkan beberapa masalah yang kecik cenonet membuatkan saya terbantut dari membuat entri ucapan terima kasih ini. Pada 20 Mei yang lalu, saya ada membuat entri tentang Hari Melukis Nabi Muhammad yang di adakan di Facebook disiarkan di dalam berita CNN. Pada mulanya, saya sangkakan, entri itu tidak akan mendapat menarik perhatian mana-mana pembaca.

Sangkaan saya meleset. Rupanya-rupanya entri tersebut telah menerima kunjungan paling ramai selepas beberapa hari saya postkan di blog. Tu dia...double dari hari sebelumnya! Walaupun kebanyakan ada yang datang dari carian di Google ataupun Yahoo, saya lihat ada sesuatu fenomena di feedjit saya. Jadi, saya pun membuka akaun Nuffnang untuk melihat kesahihannya. Terbukti benar.

Refferal terbanyak saya terima dari zulseffort.com tentang entri tersebut. Saya pun menjadi keliru. Eh, kenapa begini? Bila saya sendiri google keyword 'Hari Melukis Muhammad', ternyata, blog saya mendapat tempat kelima dari senarai muka pertama, dan yang mengejutkan zulseffort.com mendapat tempat ketiga. Wah, adakah penggunaan keyword dari zulseffort.com ini sangat bagus sehingga blog saya jatuh beberapa anak tangga?

Saya pun membuka laman sesawang zulseffort.com, nah...

Rupa-rupanya beliau ada meletakkan link saya di dalam entri beliau. Tu yang ramai datang mencari entri saya. Oh, begini rupanya....Hohoho.

Terima kasihlah Encik Zuls. Saya sangat berbesar hati menerima kunjungan yang begitu banyak dari laman Encik Zuls. :D Sudahlah laman belog saya ini sangat cenonet sampai tidak kelihatan di mana-mana dunia blogging. Kesudian Encik Zuls meng'link' saya itu sangatlah saya hargai! :D


p/s: Orang berbudi kita berbahasa, orang memberi kita merasa. Terima kasih lagi seklai Encik Zuls! :D

Apa kau cari dalam cermin penipu?

Hallo. 

Hari ni aku nak merepek pasal si hipokrit bermuka-muka. Entah mana idea aku dapat, yang aku tahu jari aku tidak pernah penat menekan butang setiap saat.

Bila ada yang terasa, ini bukan salah siapa, tidak ada kaitan dengan aku sang pujangga yang hanya menulis mengikut minda. Mungkin kau pernah mengata, lebih teruk dari apa yang akan kau baca. Dunia ini bukan laman berprasangka, namun itulah manusia akhirnya, sering meletakkan salah kepada sesiapa, asalkan diri selamat dari bencana.

Kau bermasalah, 

Namun, kau tak akui. 

Mencari salah, 

Salah sendiri di kaki.

Kau gila, 

Kau tak pernah percaya. 

Bila dimata, 

Kau sepatutnya raja.

Kau kurang kasih sayang, 

tapi kau nafikan. 

Kau gila bayang, 

Najis kau sendiri makan.

Kau sengsara, 

melihat orang lain bahagia. 

Tunjuk yang kau gembira, 

Padahal, kau merana.

Kau lupa diri, 

yang kau cuma si kerdil, 

Tiada potensi, 

kerana otakmu kecil.

Kau  dan cermin bertopeng iblis, 

konon menjadi mangsa, 

Dihadapan kau kata begini, 

di belakang kami, kau ubah cerita?

Kau pembohong durjana, 

Sering mencari punca, 

Ingat kau tu sempurna, 

Ternyata, kau tak berguna.

Kau suka begini, 

buat kau rasa VIP, 

Padahal orang membenci, 

Kau tak pernah sedar diri.

Kau mangsa keadaan? 

Kau dipersalahkan? 

Semua kau puncanya, 

Sebab kau mulakannya.

Kau tiada muka, 

Sebab tu malu pun tiada. 

Bila orang tiada, 

kau mula mengata.

Kau duduk diam tak boleh ke? 

Sudah-sudahla mengata, 

Ingat orang suka ke? 

Meluat lagi ada.

Dunia ini bukan sekadar dunia. Salah kau jumpa cermin penipu. Allah itu Maha Kuasa, Dia tahu siapa kau yang gila segala. Sudahlah tu kumpul dosa, jangan esok lusa, kau yang binasa.

p/s: Cermin penipu tidak bersalah, salah sendiri kau percaya. Pfft.

RECIPE: Cinnamon Sticky Buns Yang Lazat

Cinnamon Sticky Bun yang sedap.

Hello people! Hari ni, nak tunjuk gambar Cinnamon Sticky Buns yang aku buat! Yay!! Nampak tak gambar di atas tu? Ha...itulah dia yang aku janjikan nak tunjuk dalam entri sebelum ni.

Okay, roughly itulah dia. Semalam I baked dia dan poof! --> Jadilah Cinammon Sticky Buns yang lazat ni! Aku jumpa recipe ni di internet. Sedap, mudah dan nak lagiiiii!

Resipi Cinnamon Sticky Bun:

Doh

1/4 air suam
1 paket yis kering (Mauripan)
1/3 cawan gula
3/4 cawan susu segar
4 sudu besar unsalted butter
3 biji telur kuning (besar)
1 sudu besar orange zest
1/2 sudu kecil garam
4 hingga 4 1/4 cawan tepung gandum

Filling
1/2 cawan brown sugar
1 sudu besar serbuk kayu manis
3 sudu besar unsalted butter

Topping
3/4 cawan brown sugar
4 sudu besar unsalted butter
3 sudu besar madu
1 sudu besar corn syrup
1 1/2 cawan kacang walnut

Cara-cara:

1. Buat doh. Dalam mangkuk besar, kita campurkan air suam, yis dan gula. Kaca sikit bagi gula cair dan biarkan dalam 5 minit sehingga yis berbuih.

2. Kemudian, tambah butter, gula, telur kuning, orange zest, garam dan 3 cawan tepung. Jika guna mixer, gaul menggunakan low speed sehingga sebati. Kalau guna tangan, uli sampai sebati juga. Setelah itu, tukar kepada dough hook (bagi pengguna mixer) dan campurkan 1 cawan tepung lagi sikit demi sedikit. Uli sehingga ianya nampak licin dan tidak melekat di tangan. Tambah tepung jika terlalu melekit.

3. Bentukkan ia seperti bola. dan masukkan kedalam mangkuk yang telah disapu butter. Balik-balikkan doh, supaya butter melekat pada doh. Tutup doh dengan cling wrap dan biarkan ia naik sekali ganda di tempat yang panas.

4. Sekitar 1 atau dua jam setelah doh telah doubled, keluarkan ia, dan uli sedikit. Biarkan dalam 20 minit.

5. Buat filling, campurkan brown sugar dan cinnamon dalam mangkuk kecil. Cairkan butter, asingkan.

6. Roll doh membentuk 12" x 18" segi empat tepat. Sapukan permukaan doh dengan butter yang telah dicairkan tadi. Kemudian taburkan campuran cinnamon dan brown sugar tadi sehingga rata. Gulungkan doh dari bahagian tepi yang panjang membentuk silinder. Letakkan bahagian hujung roll tadi dibahagian bawah supaya tertutup kemas di atas permukaan rata. Potong kepada 15 bahagian menggunakan pisau.

7. Buatkan topping. Di dalam kuali leper, masukkan butter, brown sugar, madu, dan corn syrup sehingga butter dan gula cair. Masukkan ke dalam bekas 9" x 13" dan taburkan kacang walnut.

8. Susun kepingan doh tadi dengan bahagian rata kebawah di atas bahagia topping. Rapatkan mereka agar mereka tersentuh. Cover dengan cling wrap dan biarkan sekejpa untuk bun naik lagi sekali ganda. Letakkan di dalam fridge semalaman.

9. Keluarkan dari fridge, biarkan ia kepada mencapai suhu bilik sementara panaskan oven. Bakar bun sehingga keemasan, 30-35 minutes.

10. Keluarkan dari oven, terbalikkan semua bun tadi secepat mungkin ke atas serving dish yang baru, biarkan bun sejuk sikit, kemudian makaaaaaaaaaaannnn!!! :D

Ni yang dah letak dalam bekas, untuk my friends!

Yang ini untuk saya!!!!! Miahahahahaha!

p/s: Masih terasa sedapnya bun ni~ Emph!

The calls, parcels, and flight airlines nightmare.

The pain comes back when I said, “Oh, I don’t feel any for now.”
Yeah. That’s what happened every time when we said something about this and that, and what happened next, the opposite.

Am I being punished or what? Eheh.

No lah, this is just a way of God showing His love and generousity. Believe me. Apabila kita diuji dengan sakit, di uji dengan dugaan-dugaan lain, jika kita terima dengan tabah dan redha, dosa-dosa kita akan gugur. :) InsyaAllah. Allah itu Maha Pemurah. Have some faith, okay?

Okay. :D
Sambil berkerut-kerut menahan sakit.

Menerima panggilan telefon, dan SMS kat tiga-tiga ni. Adoii.. =.=''

Hehehe. Hari ni aku terima satu panggilan telefon dari Malaysia. Ayah telefon rupanya. Yay! Ayah was asking about the pain I’m having. Is it still painful? Nah, I’m okay Ayah, just it keeps coming and go.

He asked if the pain on my lower-right abdomen. He said, “ Takut kalau appendicitis je.” My dad had an operation for appendicitis. The scar is still there. Hoho. I said, “Tak. Sakit die kat tempat mama buat operation hempedu dulu tu.” Yeah, my mom had an operation for removing her gall bladder located at the upper-right abdomen. Then he said, “Haa…takut hempedu tu lah pulak!”

“Tapi mama cakap sakit yang tu sampai ke belakang badan kan? Adik tak rasa sakit kat belakang pun…huhuhu…”

So, they have diagnosed me. Hahaha. Cute.

He asked when I’m coming back to Malaysia. “Adik belum beli pun flight ticket lagi.” “Adik belum beli?!” He stunned. “I’m afraid if the exam timetable might be changed again once more, Ayah. I’ll wait till the end of this month just to make sure it doesn’t. So don’t worry okay?” While me smiling at the other end of the phone thinking that my Dad is so concern about my flight tickets.

He banked-in an amount of money for me to buy the ticket, last month.

Then, I talked to mama. She asked me to call her tonight, and she said “Kita borak panjang ye nanti!!”

Just a brief conversation with her because they were taking a passport-photographs for their Hajj pilgrimage this November. InsyaAllah. Alhamdulillah, they have been called by Him to His sacred house, Makkah Mukarramah. Semoga urusan mereka di permudahkan Allah. Semoga keselamatan mereka terjaga sewaktu perjalanan pergi dan pulang dan sewaktu di sana. :)

Then, a few minutes later, mama texted me, “Adik, call mama.”

So I did. We talked and talked and talked. Laughed and laughed and laughed. Then mama off to bed, while Kak Nurul and her husband, Suha and Ayie already went to I-City. I’m so jeah-lous. :P

Parcel yang berat, tapi berbaloi-baloi!!! :D

After a few moments later, I got a call. Yayyyy! I got my parcel! From Malaysia, of course. Yayyyy!! I’ve been waiting the parcel since last month! Hoho. Then I got another call. It was Dzura. She asked if I could accompany her to a travel agency, called Travco to check-out the tickets fare.

So we went to the Travco after I collected my parcel. Guess what? The tickets fare are LE 4500 and above!! Oh man, this is way too expensive. In Cairo for this price, we could have add a few hundreds more for a business class! We are sooo not going to buy that. Dah la Egypt Air kot! Sungguh tidak berbaloi untuk LE 4800!



I got a good fare for Singapore Airlines, and Qatar. However, I don’t know yet. Mungkin aku akan ambil SIA, transit di Changi Airport sekejap dan Malaysia 45 minit kemudian.



Aku joined Frequent Flyers Program untuk Gulf Air. Walau bagaimana pun, selepas aku terseksa dengan flight delayed yang sangat teruk, aku jadi serik. Bayangkanlah, flight aku yang sepatutnya pada jam 12.30 tengahari. 45 minit sebelum boarding, aku terima SMS, mengatakan flight aku ke Bahrain delayed sehingga jam 1.30 petang.

Okay lagi.

Jam 1.00 petang, SMS kedua, flight delayed ke jam 3.30 petang. Aku dah gelisah.
Jam 2.30 petang, SMS ketiga, flight delayed ke jam 4.30 petang. Aku dah panas.
Jam 3.45 petang, SMS keempat, flight delayed ke jam 6.30 petang. Aku berapi.

Alih-alih aku pergi ke kafe dan rehat. Nasib baik free of charge. Kalau tak, dah lama aku maki orang. Huhu…

Pukul 6.00 petang, dah ready-ready nak beratur, SMS ke lima!! Flight delayed sehingga jam 7.30 petang. Wahh, mencabar sungguh!

Kalau dah delayed sampai 7 jam, aku boleh sabar lagi. Sampai saja di Bahrain, flight kami ke Kuala Lumpur tiada pada hari itu, maka kami ‘terdelayed’ lagi sehingga keesokan harinya! Nasib baiklah aku dah biasa dekat sana. Aku pun pergi dapatkan SSPC dan tidurlah aku di hotel mewah di pusat bandaraya Bahrain. Hahaha. Aku balas dendam dengan makan sebanyak-banyaknya bila time meal. Flight aku petang pada esoknya, jadi aku dapat 3 meal for free! Dinner for the day I arrived, breakfast and lunch for the next day.

Ye lah, kalau dibuatnya aku tak tau. Aku pun tidurlah kat lantai airport tu, then dengan duit makan yang sangat mahal. (Mc Donald, large combo set untuk 2 orang dah RM 100++) Sebab, Bahrain Dinar rate to Ringgit Malaysia is approximately is 15:1. So, kalau harga Mc D tu 7 BD, sama dengan RM 105. Average satu meal adalah 3.5 BD. Mau mati kering aku. Baik tidur hotel. Miahahaha. Free, mewah, jalan-jalan, makan sedap, dan boleh mandi segarkan badan!

Interior Airbus 380 (aku lupe name die) Gulf Air

Makanan berbuka yang aku dapat masa balik last year. Susu masam (yogurt asli) yang dalam botol tu tak sedap! 

Sunset dari dalam flight.

Sewaktu dalam International Airport Bahrain.

Swaktu sampai Malaysia dah pagi! :D

Aku tiada kerja. Hahaha...!

Aku tak suka sangat dengan staff crews Gulf Air, ada one time tu, selekeh gila, ada satu lagi tu pulak, macam porn-star tak cukup kain, dan ada seorang lagi, Englishnya macam hampeh.

Biarlah mata sedap memandang, dan English is quite good. You are an international stewardess, so give a good impression to the passengers. We love to see a neat and well-spoken stewardess (and cute stewards too! :P).

Hehehe…tapikan, Gulf Air punye steward semua dah veteran. Hmmph. Hahaha!!

Okaylah, aku tengah bakar sticky buns aku tu. Jadi, siap sedialah untuk gambarnya ya! Nyummy!

p/s: A good day indeed. Alhamdulillah.

It makes me really, really, really…OH!

I love it! I love it soooo much! Oh, my…!

Gambar hiasan sahaja tiada kaitan dengan entri. :P

Well, it got me again! Uhuh. This time, even merrier! Even hotter, and even finger-licking good! Yeah!

Though it’s tiring, it made me HAPPY! It made me smiling widely and wondering of it every second! It made me thinking what it taste like. What would it become when I touch it, oh…

This is something different.

Yes, baking does make me happy! Regardless of the result, whether it is soft, beautiful, taste like heaven, OR – hard as stone, look like totally dip-shit play-dough, or taste too salty or too sweet like me, it does make me feel extremely happy!

Today, I baked two things. Raisin Bread and Cinnamon Sticky Buns.

The main dish is the sticky one. :P

I have never really bought a Cinnabon, really but I had tasted it once. :)) However, I was seduced by a recipe from the Internet. It really mouth-watering. Nyum nyum. With the toppings, fillings…argh! I can’t get enough of it!

So, I decided to bake it today!

I don’t have the picture now, because I am too lazy to take my DSLR and take the pictures. I published it later. I promise. :P

Now, the sticky buns are in the refrigerator waiting for tomorrow to get into the oven. :D YAY!! YAY!! Oh, they are with my marinated chicken too! Yes, tomorrow  I am going to eat grilled-chicken with some lemon juice sprinkle, and…the deserts are…Cinnamon Sticky Buns!!

Wait till tomorrow pictures! :)

I’m going to sleep with a big grin on my face. Oh, yes!!!

TERGEMPAR! ‘Hari Melukis Nabi Muhammad’ bukan palsu. Nabi kita di hina terang-terangan di CNN!!!

Berikut adalah berita yang diterjemahkan ke dalam Bahasa Melayu yang di dapati di laman web sesawang CNN.

Orang ramai membuat rusuhan di Karachi pada 19 Mei yang lalu.

                                 
CNN – Pakistan menghalang akses ke Youtube sehari selepas mereka menghalang sebarang akses di laman sosial Facebook sebagai tanda bantahan kepada satu kumpulan di laman tersebut yang menjemput orang ramai untuk melukis wajah Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.


Pakistan Telecommunication Authotity (PTA) mengarahkan semua operator untuk menutup/menghalang akses ke laman YouTube dengan kenyataan, “di sebabkan peningkatan pencabulan yang mencemarkan bahan suci di dalamnya” pegawai itu berkata.


PTA berkata, mereka telah mencapai kata sepakat itu pada hari Khamis selepas melihat semua jalan yang ada di dalam bidang kuasanya, termasuklah menggunakan saluran yang terdapat di Facebook dan Youtube untuk melancarkan protes, demi untuk mengelakkan penampakkan bahan-bahan penghinaan yang terdapat di laman web tersebut.


Facebook telah di halang aksesnya sehari sebelum “Hari Semua Orang Melukis Nabi Muhammad” yang telah dirancang oleh beberapa kumpulan di Facebook.

Colitis-Inflammation of the Colon? Bahayakah?

Inflammation of the colon. (Okay, aku tak reti nak translate ke bahasa Melayunya secara tepat.)

Mungkin, maksudnya, lebih kurang---> keradangan pada usus besar yang menyebabkan kesakitan.

Okay, aku tahu…bunyinya taklah seteruk mana, tapi kalau korang kena baru korang tahu azabnya macam mana. Menurut doktor, sakitnya akan berkurang selepas makan ubat yang diberi. Malangnya, pada pesakit, tiada apa-apa perubahan positif yang dirasai selain semakin sakit.

Okay, pesakit itu adalah aku.

Beberapa bulan yang lalu, aku merasa sakit dibahagian kanan atas perut. Menyangkakan hanya sakit mengada-ngada, aku tidak ambil pusing keadaan ini. Aku tidak mahu mendapatkan konsultasi doktor, mahupun memakan sebarang ubat.

Nak tahu kenapa? Dari aku kecik, dalam family aku, akulah yang paaaaaling selalu sakit, kena jumpa doktor dan makan ubat. Bukan dah tahap bosan lagi dah. Dah jadi sebati dengan benda tu. Sampai satu masa, aku jadi sedih sebab kasihan pada ayah dan mama yang terpaksa bayar bil-bil perubatan aku yang sampai beribu-ribu. Walhal, sakit aku cenonet aje.

Oleh yang demikian, aku berikrar. No more pain, no more hospitals, no more bills.

Aku berjaya untuk dua tahun tidak admit di mana-mana hospital di atas pemeriksaan apa pun. Malah, tahun ini aku berjaya memujuk ayahku membuat pemeriksaan kesihatannya. Terutama jantungnya, dan hidungnya yang selalu berdarah. Guess what, Alhamdulillah. Ayah’s heart is totally superb and strong! While he’s nose is just a skin issue.

Walaubagaimanapun, aku terpaksa terima juga takdir kalau Allah katakan aku akan sakit. Right? :)
Sakit itu datang, well…at first, tak tau pun sakit. However, much later, the pain is prominent. It is affecting my concentration on movie study. Hohoho.

Sakitnya bagaikan ada satu bebola yang besarnya lebih kurang sebesar penumbuk, duduknya di dalam perut kanan bahagian atas. Apabila kita tunduk, ruku’, membongkok, bebola tu akan compressed kan? Ha…itu masalah sakitnya datang. (Itu bahagian yang sangat sakit).

Kalau berdiri, bergerak, berjalan, berbaring, bermain, bergelak ketawa, sakitnya pun ada jugak. Semualah ada. Haru…haru…haru…

Shoutmix Versus Cbox?

Sakitnya jiwa ragaku!!!

Aku ter'delete' cbox aku. Adeh...baru nak pergi blogwalking dekat link-link dalam tu. Dah ter'delete' pulak masa aku edit-edit layout blog ni. Hampeh betul. Huhu... Jangan risau, aku masih akan pergi akaun cbox aku dan buka link kalian dari situ. Okay?

Walaupun demikian, alang-alang dah terbuang tu, aku ambil keputusan untuk beralih kepada Shoutmix yang lebih menarik dan cool berbanding cbox. Pada pendapat aku, cbox ni leceh sikit. Kalau kita pergi blogwalking ke blog kawan-kawan dan nak tinggalkan jejak, kadang-kadang kita kena retype semula nama, dan url.

Berbeza dengan shoutmix, walaupun kita berblogwalking ke blog yang kita tak pernah kunjungi, nama dan url kita sudah siap tertaip. Jadi, tak payah lagi leceh-leceh nak taip semula. Jimat masa. Aku pun nak mudahkan pengunjung blog aku juga! :D

Walaupun masalahnya kecil, tapi kalau kita nak jalan ke 100 blog? 30 saat untuk taip semula nama dan url pada satu-satu Cbox, dari 100 blog yang kita nak kunjungi, 50 gunakan Cbox, jadi kita dah guna 25 minit untuk ambil masa menaip nama dan url di 50 buah blog lain. Itu belum tersalah eja url lagi...

Takpelah...mungkin sebab dari hari tu aku menangguhkan untuk beralih ke Shoutmix, hari ni ter'delete' pulak. Jadi, sebelum aku nak berjalan-jalan sebentar lagi, adalah elok aku install semula Shoutmix aku yang baru ni. Yay!

Selain tu, di Shoutmix, kita boleh letakkan maksimum 10 smileys baru yang menarik, cute, comel, bergerak-gerak, dan cantik! Smileys lama yang kecik cenonet tu pun masih ada, cuma yang special ni pun kita boleh letak. Kalau nak letak lebih, kenalah upgrade jadi premium user! Hohoho...

Aku tak buat tutorial kat sini. Kalau ada permintaan, aku buatlah. :)






p/s: Akhirnya, aku berjaya. :P

A Movie A day, Keep The Stress Away [15 Ways to Get Rid of STRESS]

Morning Mansoura!

Afternoon Malaysia! :D

Okay, I'm a bit hyper today. Well, since yesterday actually! Hoho...last night after we went to Awadallah buying some groceries, we went home and I cleaned the fridge! The fridge is totally looked like new! Yay!

And, in the vegetables compartment where I put my clean-and-washed vegies! Yay!

Then, because it was too late to cook for dinner, I had 2 sets of tuna sandwiches last night, with salads and tomatoes and I had another 2 sets of the sandwiches again this morning as my early breakfast. I know, that's a lot. However, I can't remember the last time I had fresh vegies for my sandwiches. This is a good start for a good health.

I watched a movie, again while having my breakfast. The title is 'Head Over Heels'. As usual, the title is not that tempting to make me watch it at the first places but the movie had stayed for ages in my hard disk. Thought that this movie is kinda scary, but, again, I was wrong.

The movie is totally made my morning wonderful!

Based on romantic comedy genre, with a bunch of drop-dead-gorgeous models, oh yes, this movie totally is going into my favourite list! :)

Okay, don't want to talk about the synopsis bla bla bla...I want ask you, what do you do if you are stress?
How do you handle it? Is it good thing or nasty thing you do? Hehehe...

Okay, let's list out the good things to do when we are stress. (Not that I want to list the nasty things, but yeah, this is not some kind of blog inviting people to do bad deeds yeh?)

1. Watch comedy-based movies. (Of course)

Yeah. This is basically I tried to do if I am stress. I'll dig my hard disk and find anything good and funny and sweet to watch. I will AVOID watching horror movies, ghost stories or even CSI series. In my point of view, watching something funny and sweet will make yourself less stress, because there's no need for adrenaline rush in your body which will make you even more stress. You know, the fast heart beats, the deep and hard breathing stuff?

2. Eat anything that came to mind.

Definitely. If I thought of eating an ice cream, I'll go and get it. If I thought of brownies, I'll bake it. If I thought of fast food, I'll call for delivery. That's what I do. When I don't get it, I'll substitute anything similar to it. Like ice cream, I'll have the whipping cream instead. The brownies, go for chocolate cakes. Delivery? Cook it.

3. Go shopping. (Window shopping can also :P)

One thing I'd do when there are money to spend. If not, I'll go window shopping or the best solution? Go buy some groceries instead! I'll buy honey, sausages, butter, cheese, flour, fresh vegetables, biscuits, cookwares, and chickens! Hehehe...

4. Go play like when you were 6.

When I was 6, I made this baby-ish sound while playing. Well, everyone did. So do I when I am 23 years old. However, do it when nobody sees or hears you. Or, may be you can go to the playground and play the swings like we were kid you know? Build the sand-castles, play with the dough, and comb the barbie's hair!

5. Do some housework till you tired.

The most effective way to get rid of your stress. When you have to rub the oil stains in your kitchen, you do it hard! Rub those stains till it gone like you rub your stress away! I am sure, you are going to smile when you see your kitchen is shining as mirror!

6. Get enough sleep.

Get 6-8 hours of quality sleeps. Make sure, that every day you have those precious time to your sleep. Your body needs it rest. Especially your brain. Close the lamps, and get under your comforter. Sleep with a smile.

7. Take some pictures.

Make love to the cameras! Either you take pictures of yourself or you can go and take picture surrounds you. Be creative and be bold. Nobody is going to judge because they do cam-whore too, honey!

8. Have a healthy meal.

One suggestion. Do have a fresh meal every single day okay. Not just some frozen food. Have fresh vegetables, fresh milk, freshly cooked, and not some expired pack of buns. Get rid of any expired food, they'll make you sick. That's a fact.

9. Play musical instruments.

Have one, but don't know how to play it? No worries. We can learn. I have two guitars and a keyboard in my room. I played them when I got stress. How do I played them? Surf the internet. Millions of free tutors teaching you how. :)

10. Change your bedsheets.

Seems like the bedsheets never been change eh? Try to have a clean one. You'll love the feeling! Oh, don't forget the pillow sheet as well. You drooled too many already. Pfft.

11. Take a long shower.

How if, you cleaned your bath tub. Pour some medium-hot water in it, and some lavender essence in the water? Then, put the required amount of bath gel inside it. Have the bath to yourself! Oh yes, maybe you can lit up some candles though. To give the spa mood. :)

12. Wear clean clothes.

After your long shower, grab some clean clothes in your wardrobe. Wear something white or may be pastel in colour so they can cool you down a bit from your stress feeling. Avoid anything dark or striking.

13. Call your loved ones.

Listens to their voices. Seriously, it is the best for your soul.

14. 'Science-Project' Yourself

Do your hair with styles you never tried before. Wear make-ups the way you never done it. Experiments with yourself! (Don't forget to take some photos!)

15. Do anything you love to do.

If you thought of doing it, go for it. We all have things we love to do and would like to spend our time on it. So, why don't we just do it? It is worth trying than just having the stress conquering you. Right?

All of these 15 ways are what I observed my self doing it. May be you want to give it a try?
Or, If you have any, care to share?

p/s: I love the smell of lavender therefore, I have Johnson's Baby Bedtime Shampoo, Bedtime Bathgel, Bedtime Lotion and Bedtime baby oil. I used it when I can't sleep. I love it!

If Only...but Love won't wait.

Salam alayk.

Hello people. How is your Sunday? Great?

I remember, if I am in Malaysia right now, Sunday is a day we all cook together in the kitchen, watch television on the couch after lunch, and do some housework in the morning. I could see Ayah reading the newspapers before breakfast. He would buy us roti canai or nasi lemak for the breakfast. How I miss that...

That is the day, I can see my whole family together for one full day. :)

Well, as usual...today after I took a nap around 1 a.m, I woke up at 3.30 a.m and took my wudhu'. I switched on the cooker and set the temperature to 80 degree Celcius and wore my telekung and then I prayed a few Sunat prayers, and recited my favourite Surah in the Al Quran. After done my Subh prayer, then I read Ma'thurat.

Thought of studying after having my so-called breakfast, and I ended up studying in front my laptop, again. Hahaha...Well, at least, I am studying, aren't I?

During the early breakfast, I watched a movie. It have been a habit actually to watch a movie while having my meal. The title is 'If Only'. For a short moment, I thought it must be a romantic-comedy genre. However, after the cab the heroin took was being hit by another car, I was stunned. Oh my god. This movie is going to make me cry. It does. Hahaha...

I like the movie, but I hate the ending. I really don't favour any kind of sad ending. I hate it. I would love to see that they survived the accident and then get married and happily ever after, where in the second chance, the boyfriend learnt to appreciate the girlfriend more and yet, they both live happily afterwards. Sadly, it didn't happen in the movie.

Here I am, considering to call or not to call home. Afraid of that they would been busy, as it is the weekend. I don't know. I always the feeling that I will disturb their routines. I hoped, I don't have that feeling. Okay, I will just study here until I dig my brain out for more spaces to put these informations of Biochemistry. Em...

I just want to let them know, I love them so much that I would do anything for them. I don't want to be late to show my love for them. I don't want it to be too late.

I love you, Ayah...Mama...Kak Nurul...Suha...
I love all of you very much.
May Allah keep us together until the end.





I love you too, sweetheart.



p/s: I hope it won't be too late for anything else.

Days without new post, I ran away?

Pheeeew!~

Hello everybody. How is your day? Is everything superb?

I had a wonderful day, I can say. My moods are okay, and I think I'm a bit happier today, though the pain is still there.

Haven't posted anything since Thursday and Friday because I was away to Cairo. I need some window shopping and you know, girls day out for the weekend. To calculate exactly, that was the first time I went to Cairo this year just for the window shopping and having fun.

I really needed that, and Alhamdulillah...I got it.

First, we went to Medan Tahrir, to survey ticket flights for Ja and Wadat. We went to a few travel agencies, and we found a good deal for them. The prices, the dates, and everything feels right. Though I am going back too for the summer break, I haven't bought any flight ticket because I am afraid that my exam schedule is going to be changed again. Thus, I will wait for some time.

Ja and Wadat.

Then, we ate Mc Donald in Tahrir. I had a Mc Arabia with Strawberry Milkshake and Chocolate Sundae. Well, I've been craving for those since a few weeks ago. Hehehe...My stomach was bloated that it felt like it would burst anytime! Hahaha...

Later, we went to Zamalek to look for any store that sells baby's stuff. However, we didn't find any. We bought a bouquet of flower and then we headed to Kak Batta's house in Nadi Sikkah.

Kak Batta just delivered 2 days before we arrived. She named her baby, Ezzat. Baby Ezzat is so cute and adorable. He has eyes of Kak Batta, which is big, round and the eyelashes are so making me envy! His skin is so soft like cottons...his fingers are so tiny that he can only hold my pinky finger. His hair is dark and beautiful. He is fair like his father, and he loves camera!

Aww...I love babies!

We are babies too!

We done our prayer in Kak Batta's place before we headed to City Stars. At City Star's, we went to Spinney's. Where I bought something for Neno, a Caramelised Biscuit, a Toblerone Chocolate, and my conditioner. After exploring the City Stars, which there are sale everywhere, but it seemed like the prices are not even discounted! Frankly, a bit disappointed. Hahaha...

My drinks. :)

Then we ate at Chilli's. It was my first time eating there. The food are great, the prices are reasonable and I will definitely introduce this place to my family in Malaysia! :) and of course, I want to go there with him too! :D

We arrived home around 3 a.m. After I took my bath, I did my prayers. My other routines, and then I slept around 9 a.m.

That's it for today's entry.






p/s: I am sorry to all bloggers because I haven't blogwalk for days.

Are you retarded, or you are damn selfish?

Or are you a fish?

Hello. I gave you a chance to exist in this world, yet you still want to 'be' in my life. The heck?

Can't you just pass go away and live your miserable life? Since when we had any agreement of that bullshit? Tell me date and time. I don't remember any of it because no one is actually agreed to that pitiful claims! I only remember that I said, I would discuss it, but we never actually met any conclusion!

Oh my god. You are one little selfish making yourself looks even smaller that I might not see the relevance of your claims! You think, you are the only person in this god damn world who have problems? I think you are! Psychological problems that you need to be admitted to mental hospital right away!

Have the problems to yourself alright? Do not drag any of us in your miserable, pitiful life!

Don't think that we are so going to fulfill your claims. They do because they just don't want to have anything with you anymore, but me...we'll see. Either I lend it, or you have to find me in the padang Mahsyar later to pay me back. Don't think that only you can make one's life miserable, fish darling.

I have seen you did this a lot of times. You get away just because we let you go, but not this time. You are going to suffer the risks ahead. Well, you ask for it. Don't blame other people for your own stupidity. Yes, your own stupidity.

Banyak kali dah aku cakap baik-baik kau tak fahamkan? Cuba kita guna bahasa kurang ajar pulak? Nak tengok kau faham ke tak.




p/s: If you are retarded, I would have forgive you already.

The wound too deep, that it may not recover.

Whatever.

That is the first thing comes to mind when I heard. I don't care anymore. The psychology treatment(s) is for you, not me. This patience I have with me has come to it's limit. Whatever you do, whatever you write is not going to make me side with you again.


I had enough. It won't heal by any kind of apologizing methods or any type of reverse psychology techniques you learnt.

You were a good friend of mine, but it's all coming back to you now. May be there are some people who forgive and forget, do not forgive but yet still forget, or do forgive but not forgetting. However, this case, I'm not listed in any of above lists. I can't forgive and couldn't forget what have you said, and what have you done.

I'm sorry for being so cruel, but this is the outcome you never imagine it would be. The risk you have to face. For god sake, I'll tolerate your existence. Say anything, it will not change.

You are just too much. Too proud, and a drama queen.








p/s: Macam copy paste. Baik tak yah.

Astaghfirullah. Ya Allah, ampunkan aku.

Astaghfirullah...
Terbuai dek rasa kecewa dan sedih, aku lalu menyalahi takdir. Membelakangi hakNya yang bisa menentukan apa saja. Ya Allah..ampunkan dosaku kerana mempersoal kehendakMu Ya Allah.

Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah yang terbaik untukku, untuk kedua ibubapaku, untuk kedua beradikku, untuk ahli keluarga kami, untuk rakan-rakan kami, untuk orang-rang yang kami sayang Ya Allah.

Jika bagiMu, kelewatan itu lebih baik untukku, maka aku redha Ya Allah. Ya Allah, maafkan aku kerana terlalu mengikut nafsu amarahku sehingga terlupa bahawa Kau lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk kami, hambaMu Ya Allah.

Sesungguhnya, kau lebih berhak menetukan hidup kami Ya Rabb.

Selesai solat Tahajjud, menanti Subuh yang bakal berkumandang, aku membaca 10 ayat dari Al Baqarah, seterusnya membaca Ar-Rahman dan Al-Waqiah. Hatiku perlukan makanannya. Hatiku ini keras umpama batu. Maka perlu dilembutkan dengan air wudhu'. Aku harus berprasangka baik pada Allah.

Walaupun apapun yang aku hadapi, itu cumalah ujian kecil. Manisnya, apabila doaku makbul diperkenankan Allah. Indahnya dunia...

Ya Allah, maafkan aku sekali lagi kerana bersedih di atas jalan yang Kau pilih untukku...permudahkanlah urusanku Ya Allah...



p/s: Sedih sebab jadual exam dilambatkan lagi 2 minggu...tapi, takpelah. Allah lebih mengetahui! :)

A day where I least expected.

Hello. Salam alayk.

I do owe my readers an apology for the previous entry where I was mad (really mad) about the dirty calls I received. I am sorry. I was just too pissed off by the call because my sleep-cycle was just about to be normal again, and being so disturbed by the call ruined everything. Here, at 2.00 o'clock in the morning, my eyes are wide open.

After doing some delivery to Dirasat, (somewhere in Mansoura) for Ustaz Ameer who bought an Aqura soaps from me, I went to my friend's place. She got married with my colleague and have a child. Unfortunately, her child genetically inherited eczema from them both. Pity of the baby, (she was about to turn 6 months old) I gave her the Aqura soaps for free. Well, I haven't bought anything for the baby though. All can we do is just give it a try, may be it may help the baby reduces the itch of eczema.

Having some fun with Hibriyyah (the baby), the husband told the wife that the exam timetable is once again postponed. Worst, later than before. My written paper is 3rd of July, and oral exam is on 15th July. This is the most worst experience ever. It maybe awesome for others, but...it kind a make me a little upset. I am so upset that I didn't do anything right today.

Written Exam, 3rd July

Thus, every single plan that my dad and my mom did, is being postponed too. Ma, I'm so sorry for the inconvenience.

I hate to admit this, but I don't know where in the world that the exam timetable had to be change for 5 times?! Hard to be cool about this though. It's the fifth time already. Why do you have to change it so many times? I am so pissed.

I called home and have a talk to my mom and dad. Seems like them both are pretty pissed off too. I'm so sorry ayah, mama. I don't know that it'll be like this. *sigh* What do we do? I don't know. I tried to be cool, but seems like it don't work. What do you suggest?

Oral Exam, 5th group, 15 July

I guess, I just have to go with the flow though I don't like it?








p/s: I won't put any hopes anymore. I'm losing my mood. Crap.

[PANGGILAN LUCAH]:KAU MEMANG SENGAJA TEMPAH KUBUR WAHAI ARAB DURJANA!!

AMARAN KERAS: Awas!! Entri ini terdapat kekasaran bahasa yang terlalu banyak disebabkan penulis sedang marah.

ARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!

TENSIONNYA AKU!!!

Kau makan ape ha arab? Sampai nafsu kau tu macam syaitan?! Aku baru nak lena tidur, yang kau buat panggilan haram kau tu apehal?! Dah takde kerja lain ke selain nak melampiaskan nafsu kau tu?!

Konon keturunan arab, ingat bagus la?! Wey, kau ni keturunan firaun tau tak? Macam khinzir!

Mana entah kau rembat nombor phone aku, lepas tu kau buat suara beruk kau tu kat aku! Bangsattt!

Kalau aku jumpa kau, memang aku bakar anu kau tu sampai rentung! Biar padan muka kau!!!! Bodoh! Tak reti-reti ke nak bertaubat syiaaaalllll!!!!!!!!!

Duduk je bumi anbiya', perangai macam hantu pelesit! Kau ni memang tak guna punya manusia, orang lain nak jatuhkan Islam, kau pun sama bodoh buat dosa! Kau ni bukan bangang bertingkat dah, tapi tahap bangsat dah!

Tengoklah, esok aku pergi servis centre dan block number kau. Kalau berani jumpa depan-depan la weyyyy!!! Bagi aku kapak kepala kau tu, lepas tu bagi anjing makan! Tak guna!

Golongan orang macam kau ni lah perosak umat! Bodohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Kau ingat aku suka ke nak layan panggilan lucah kau tu?! Kau ingat orang perempuan suka lah dengar suara kau macam khinzir tuh?! Aku harap Allah balaslah kerja terkutuk kau ni! Bagi kau kena langgar lori ke, mampus cepat-cepat! Menyusahkan manusia! Memalukan ISLAM!

Aku harap, anu kau berulat kena makan dengan cacing! Padan muka!!!!!!!! Kena makan dengan anjing pun bagus gak! Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

Ade orang baru je tempah satu entri untuk aku lepaskan geram, tapi kau dah siap-siap tempah kubur dengan aku! Bullshit! Arse-hole!

Haram ke atas kau dengan apa yang telah kau buat, arab durjana bernafsu syaitan!! Aku haramkan sampai kiamat! Mati kau lah! Biar kau mampus nak cari aku mintak maaf kat akhirat nanti! Biar padan muka kau kena jilat dengan api neraka Jahannam! Bangsatttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!

Selamat Hari Ibu, Mama!!

Buat Mama tersayang...

Mama buat ape tu? Mama sihat? Mama...adik sihat! Adik tulis entri untuk mama sebab adik takut nangis bila adik ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu" kat mama...adik tak nak mama nangis jugak nanti.

Mama, adik betul-betul tak sangka mama ingat lagi hadiah Mother's Day yang adik bagi pada mama 4 tahun lepas. Walaupun adik cuma bagi sepasang jubah bewarna ungu buat mama, tapi masa tu mama happy sangat! Huhuhu...

Masa mama cakap tadi, "Adik, adik tau tak hari ni Mother's Day?"

Adik rasa nak nangis dah. Sebabnya, adik dah 3 tahun takde di sisi mama untuk sambut Mother's Day. Maafkan adik, ma...

Mama...adik nak mama tahu, tiada siapa pun yang boleh ganti tempat mama di hati adik, di hati kami semua. Cuma mama yang satu, tiada yang lain. Mama, adik ingat lagi masa kecik-kecik dulu, mama selalu buatkan tocang untuk adik masa nak pergi tadika. Hehehe...lepas tu, adik ingat lagi, ada satu hari, rumah kita kat Klang banjir, mama kejut adik sebab mama takut. Hehehe...comel je...

Mama, adik sangat bersyukur sebab ada mama dalam hidup adik. Mama umpama best friend adik. Dari kecik, sampai adik besar, mama tetap manjakan adik. Walaupun adik dah jadi adik 'tua'. Hahaha...walaupun adik sendiri dah ada adik. *jangan marah ya, kakak!*

Mama, mama walaupun jauh mana pun mama dari mata adik, mama tetap dekat di hati adik. Sebabnya, dari mama dan ayah lah adik bercambah. Mama adalah sebahagian dari hidup adik. Mama, adik sangat bersyukur sebab Allah kurniakan mama pada adik, yang sentiasa memahami adik. Walaupun, adik buat mama marah, mama maafkan adik...walau besar mana pun salah adik pada mama...

Mama, lagi sekali, adik pohon ampun dan maaf...pada setiap kesalahan adik, kekasaran bahasa adik, kekhilafan adik, kejahilan tindakan adik. Halalkan makanan yang mama suapkan kemulut adik, halalkan susu yang mama berikan pada adik selama ni...adik tahu, adik nakal.

Mama, tanpa doa mama, adik takkan pernah dapat capai ketahap ini. Adik takkan pernah dapat menjadi kuat seperti mama. Malah, pandai masak macam mama, pandai mengemas macam mama, pandai menyanyi macam mama, pandai bergaya macam mama, dan macam-macam lagilah! Hehehe...

Kalau ikutkan 23 tahun adik hidup di dunia ni, semuanya dalam tapak tangan mama adik membesar. *Sampai dah jadi anak dar macam ni, hehehehe* 23 tahun rahsia hidup adik semua dengan mama. Semua mama tahu, semua mama dapat hidu. Hehehe...adik buat apa pun semua mama tahu. Sebab antara adik dan mama ada instinct yang sangat kuat.

Mama demam adik pun demam, adik sakit, mama pun tak sihat. Hati mama tak sedap, hati adik pun tawar-tawar je. Hehehe...senang cerita, semua yang adik rasa, mama pun rasa jugak.

Mama adalah penyokong terhebat! Apa yang adik buat, semua mama support. Kalau mana ada yang tak sesuai, mama improvise. Mama bagi jalan yang lebih baik. Mama beri idea yang lagi best!

Mama, terima kasih untuk kebahagiaan ini, untuk kesudian manjaga adik, kak nurul dan kakak dengan penuh kasih sayang dan cinta pada kami. Terima kasih kerana mengajar kami menjadi wanita yang berkebolehan dalam apa saja. Mama, kalau di syurga nanti, Allah beri adik peluang untuk minta apa saja. Adik nak minta untuk hidup dengan mama, ayah, kak nurul dan kakak di dalam syurga bersama-sama sampai bila-bila.

Kerana tanpa mama, hidup adik tak lengkap...kerana tanpa mama, hidup kami semua tak lengkap. Kosong.

Mama lah penyeri hidup kami. Pelengkap segala-galanya...

Mama, dirimu adalah umpama jantung buat kami semua...tanpamu, kami semua tidak mampu hidup...

I love you ma...

I have always love you! muaaaahhh!

p/s: Ma, tunggu adik balik eh? Lagi 2 bulan je... :D

100th Readers, 100th Followers, 100th Entry for 2010.

Hello peeps! This is my 100th entry for 2010...!

Okay, I know, that might be a small number for hardcore bloggers, but hey...this is all some efforts we put little by little to be a hardcore blogger like the pros right? May be some of us thought that being a hardcore blogger is to post entries as many as we could in a day, but what if the  entries posted are junks? People would not spend time to read it too. So, what is the point after all?

Thanks to all my bloggers friends too, that now my followers are above 100. That is a quite large number for me. Though it's just 1/10th of hardcore's blogger followers. Hehehe..nevermind..we'll keep moving till we become one. I really do appreciate all of you for becoming my friends. I would like to address all of my followers as my friends, because I want to be friend to the readers. To share my opinions, to share the experiences we had through the day in our blogs. Maybe some stories we can never tell people but we can share it through writings, such as poems, metaphors, proverbs and songs.

Alhamdulillah, thousands thanks to Allah for granting me the strength to blogwalk and to comment, and to find friends through blogging. Other than 100th entry for this year, and 100th followers, there's another 100th. It is my reader in feedburner! Wow...! These 100th phenomenon in my blog gives me goosebumps! Hohoho...

Seriously, I never thought of such things happening to me. Alhamdulillah...thank you friends!

Yesterday too, there's 1000th times my page loaded by my friends too! It started by the count of zero in 1st May, and in 7th May it already 1000! I t really showed that bloggers ARE friendly! They do! No matter what they wrote about the world, no matter how they write, no matter how old they are, we are just some human kind who needs friend.

Frankly, I'm the one who rarely go out with my friends. Usually, I just go to dine, some close friend's house and having the time just to myself. It's not that I don't like to go out. Hahaha....

When at home, I blog. I met people in the blogging world. I read their thoughts in their writings, and we became friends! Isn't that lovely?

My exam is getting near. I might be not as active as before to blogwalk and commenting and tailing your shoutbox every morning anymore. I really need to study. I have to! Medicine is not something like maths. You have the formula, you just need a calculator to do the work for you! In medicine, is more than that. There's no "Oopss! I gave the wrong medicine!" or "Opps!! I accidentally cut the veins!". You have to be precisely correct!

53 days to exam. They said 80% of the questions are past years, but I do have to read the book every single pages to understand what the questions want and to be 100% correct! My mission this year, is to be mumtaz. InsyaAllah. Biiznillah.

If I could just stay blogging, I would. However, I am just an ordinary human being who go through life like other people. I still need to study, need to eat, need to survive. Unless, I am paid for blogging. Then it is my job to blog like every second! It is tempting to see my friends got paid by Adverlets, by Nuffnang or Innity for just keep blogging. Though I have one, I don't really make it as my priority in blogging. I just don't know why. Or, maybe I dont know how? Hahahahaha...

Okay, beloved bloggers! Rise and shine! :D

I'll keep blogging as usual, I hope. InsyaAllah.

Again, millions thanks to all my friends in this blogging world! You guys are superb!



p/s: I am doing an experiment to myself now. If anything happened to me, don't worry. I'll be okay! :))

Macam Mana Rupa LELAKI jadi model iklan kereta?!

 Hallo! Salam alayk! :D

Okay, memandangkan hari ni aku rasa sihat walafiat sikit, aku nak kongsi gambar-gambar kelakar ni! Seriously? Ada ke lelaki-lelaki kat luar sana yang berani buat pose macam ni dan postkan di Internet? Hahaha..these pictures are hillarious, dude!

*aku gelak guling-guling tengok gambar ni!*

Female version of this picture is removed due to some sort of sensitivity. :P

And this picture too! :D

Miahahahahaha! Kelakar tak? Adoilah...dah la sejibik sejibon diorang tiru! Pecah perut aku gelak hari ni weh!!!


Hari ni pergi Majlis Solat Hajat. Ramai sangat pulak yang tanya aku bila nak ada anak. Ish...kahwin pun belum! Hohoho... Gara-gara aku sibuk nak main dengan anak Kak Shidah, Balqis Batrisya, dan anak Husna, Hibriyah. Huhu...aku terfikir jugak, apa perasaan punya anak sendiri sewaktu masih belajar? Luar negara pulak tu. Seru dah sampai, kahwinlah...rezeki dah ada, dapatlah zuriat.

Sebut pasal anak ni, aku tunggu jugak bila kakak aku nak bagi anak sedara ni? Harap-haraplah boy! Memandang kami tiga beradik semua gegirl perempuan, kami teringin sangat nak ada baby boy dalam family! Mesti ayah suka! Dapat kembar pun seronok jugak! :P

Sewaktu di Global Medic Network Academic Center, kami solat hajat dan mengikuti beberapa sesi motivasi untuk peperiksaan akhir yang bakal menjelang. Aku lebih banyak diam dari bercakap kalau ada di social event ni. Bukan sombong, tapi aku memang macam tu. Cuma cakap apa yang patut dan senyum saja. Nama pun majlis ilmu, kalau kita banyak ketawa dan bercakap-cakap kosong, kan rugi?

Okaylah, aku ada hal sikit. *hal apa pukul 2.47 pagi?* Bahahaha!~

Aku nak study lah. 54 days to exam! Huhuhu...



p/s: Kak Shidah buat aku menangis bila dia cakap, "Sabar ye, tabahkan hati." Tiada rezeki. nak buat macam mana..huhuhu~