Dilemma...

If only I could turn back time, I would undo all the things I should have not done.

If only I could turn back time, I would do my best in everything.

If only I could turn back time, I would have been millions steps ahead from them.

If only I could turn back time, I would have made my parents proud of my past.

But yet, I can never go back...

It's all done, and had happened.

I'm in dilemma, all my life.

I wanted to erase it all, but how?

Keep blaming myself, and now I feel unmotivated.

I feel like I am the black-sheep of my family.

Though they didn't say so, but I feel ashame of my self.

I could have done better, so I should have been better, now.

I'm sorry for what have I done.

I'll do my best in the future.

Please pray for me...