If only you know...

If only you know, you are always in my mind...

If only you know, that I'm still here for you every second...

If only you know that my heart never lost it ways to find yours...

I was pretty down last evening, so when I got home, I made some tiramisu. *You know when I'm moody I'll cook or bake or do anything involving food, right?

Intentionally, it was specially made for you, but you are not around anymore. :(

I wished you are here.

So that, I can see you smiling when eating it. :((

I really wish you are here...

 I am sorry. I was too depressed maybe with the coming exams, and too worried of you after the incident happened. I just want to say, I'm sorry. Deeply from my heart.

I just want you to know, that I'm always here for you, never have I forget about you. Trust me with that. Have some faith in me, okay? This world we had lived in together is the trust we built in each other, no?

I trust in you, so please trust me too...

I do have your heart very near to mine to keep it warm and beating, so the love won't die...

Do you see those little heart on the tiramisu? I made this with love you know. T.T

If everything'd stop

I'd listen for your heart

To lead me right to you...yeah

I tried every way I can

                                                                                 -My hands by David Archuletta-

Oh, happy 4 years and 2 months dear...

p/s: Do you feel my heart beating?